A junction reached, decisions to be made.

Life's as such, just when you think you have everything planned out, it tempts you with more opportunities. And as with all prospects, sacrifices have to be made. Possibly a more lucrative option; hence my dilemma. I won't be considering if it weren't tempting would I? The opportunity cost is the chance of studying full time - Which means I would probably have to do it part time. Now is that what I want? Something I have yet to decide.

As the year inches to its end, so does my term with the organization - The reality of my future besieges me. Decisions have to be made, swiftly and accurately calculated. Life's as such, you don't always get a second chance at anything - it has to be done right the first time. And you can count your blessings if another chance is bestowed upon you.

For me, the chance to further my education is an opportunity heavily bared by my father - Failure is not an option. However, somewhere at the back of my mind is the irking feeling that I would not live up to expectations. Hence, also, my dilemma. If I could take up the responsibility of my education, subsidized my by father, we share the burden. Should I fail, there's something to fall back on - Life needs its contingencies. I have to be prepared for the misfortunes, but not use the contingency as excuse for my failure.

I should take time of to find out more information of my school and work. It would definitely assist me in making my final decision. Procrastination - my biggest stumbling block. This is me.. for now.