Desire transcends logic: I'm in.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I'm in.

I've yet to mention this to anyone, other than my Dad who was at home when I saw the letter. So you're probably one of the first few if you're reading this - I've been accepted into RMIT. The outcome lies with the decision of accepting the offer.

As I write this, the reality of the situation becomes more apparent. I am totally unprepared with a mindful of questions that need answering. The fear of the unknown has set in; for me to venture into a land that I know little of, while having to survive on my own for the next 3¾ years, is something that I'm unable to fathom right now. Doubt of my abilities as settled; for the time and money invested into me, I would want to produce results. Yet at the same time feeling relieved and comforted knowing that I've been given the opportunity to expand my knowledge.

It's been about 4 hours from receiving the news and I'm still baffled with a flurry of emotions. Apparently they posted the reply to my Dad's home instead of my Mom's. Otherwise I would have received the news earlier. I'm not exactly sure what my next step should be, but it should be fine in time.