Desire transcends logic: Ex. SUNDOWN - Survivor Brunei (Day 3)

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Ex. SUNDOWN - Survivor Brunei (Day 3)

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Reconstructed the shelter for my fireplace.. and lengthened the wall.. nothing much to do today.. I’ve done all my task except catching a fish.. I don’t think I’ll bother myself too much with that.. just waiting for the instructors to come along and inspect.. wonder what time would that be.. getting very tired.. can feel the lack of energy in me.. I hope I get sufficient food from the rewards.. gonna need the energy for tomorrow.. Gotta find our way back to camp.. it’s about 4km in displacement.. that is 7km in distance.. It’s been quite an experience.. another thing to tell people about.. not a big deal.. but it’s still something.. it takes a lot of work to build something out of nothing.. I hope Alvin would turn out fine with his plans.. I think he can do it.. but he needs to learn to take people’s advice also.. he’s a smart person.. I know.. but too prideful.. how I wish things would work out.. I guess we can only tell in time.. as for me.. what am I gonna do with my life..? I’ll take whatever that comes I guess.. I was never resolved to working towards one goal.. thus the situation I’m in now.. I’ll try my best from here on.. I just need the right motivation.. I know that.. but who can have that patience to keep a person like me motivated..? I don’t know.. we’ll keep that thought on hold.. I need to take a break..